In case you are wondering, I didnt go to the audition.
What happened to all my talk? When the time comes, I can't do it.
But I am going to get help for this..because sooner or later I do want to audition but I clearly have a problem when I can't even face people not even for the audition.
Got to around one hour beforehand before I resigned myself and became stubborn said no can't do it.
Ten years ago I was the person who would have queued for a 2 second chance of an audition. Now am a total loser.
I know there's a reason for this but you know what, it mostly comes down to how you are as a person.