Thursday, 13 May 2010

I'd like to know what happens when you abstain.

The question isn't how long, as if days are just days, just time, but the questionS are, what's going to happen to you, what will you find out, what will make you give in, how far can you be pushed, what parts of you are pushed, do you lose yourself in anyway, will a fear settle in??????? There's more questions that I won't really know until a few more days pass by.

Please feel free to share your own experiences or just tell me I'm crazy.

I'm also going to be putting up a transcript for possible phone sex conversation, this time I'll go with a librarian fantasy. *bites on finger*

Back soon, good weekend all xx


  1. Have you seen '40 Days and 40 Nights'? It's not the best movie ever but it's funny and actually makes some sense! I like it anyway! Especially the "flower scene"!!!! It illustrate quite a bit of what you're asking, in an exaggerated yet surprisingly realistic way! LOL

    I know what it is to go without but not voluntarily so my experience may be a little different. Although...If you're speaking about abstaining from even pleasing yourself....OMG! I tried that once and went through hell! It was almost like when I quit smoking! Pretty bad, huh? There is a bit of a cleansing when you do make the conscious effort to deny the flesh and when you start again there is a new sensation!!! Mmmm Hmmm

  2. Ooh flower scene, so he uses it to know?

    Oh yeah abstaining from even pleasing myself. Unless I dress up, I'm not going to get sex outside of masturbation.

    I was hoping to experience some of this new sensation, that's exactly where I was going with my post, you got it, but guess what...

    It didn't last long! I've blogged about what happened, it really was something so simple as just lying on the bed and being aware of yr boobs or something!

  3. Okay...I'm not going to ruin the movie or the scene for you but....he has taken a vow of COMPLETE celebacy! Not allowed to do anything remotely sexual. He meets this girl, blah blah blah. He can't touch her but there is a flower..... it has to be the most sensual, erotic and satisfying scene I have ever seen and they don't even physically touch eachother!!!! Oh boy! Just thinking about it......I'll talk to you later!

  4. YOUTUBE!!!! *trial of smoke*

    Thanks hon!!